Effort!

In an effort to be more positive, I have found this song, finally! I love this song, so listen to it and be happy. I dedicate it to...well, he knows who he is and he probably won't read this anyway... Oh well...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBTP7R3nx8o

Here's the lyrics:
"Ain't Got Nothing Left" by Sarah Thiele
Copyright 2009 Paul Michael Entertainment
What I know about you
I'm not supposed to know
I'm not supposed to know anymore
What I feel about you
I'm not supposed to feel
I'm not supposed to feel anymore
It's like I woke up
And the earth had shaken me raw
I miss comfortable imperfection
This should be a blessing
Is it not
Is it that I loved you
So hard for so long
Now that it's over
I ain't got nothing left
I would leave something
To remember me by
Now that it's over
I ain't got nothing left
If you meant to hold me
You should've held me right
You should've held me right for longer
And if you planned to keep me
You should've told me so
You should've told me so sooner
And all the cryingWell, it doesn't mean I'm a fool
And yes, I'm not used to losing
But I'm used to losing you
Is it that I loved you
So hard for so long
Now that it's over
I ain't got nothing left
I would leave something
To remember me by
Now that it's over
I ain't got nothing left
I've watched the morning sky light up today
No, not everything has changed
But I see differently these days
Is it that I loved you
So hard for so long
Now that it's over
I ain't got nothing left
I would leave something
To remember me by
Now that it's over
Now that it's over
I said I loved you
So hard for so long
Now that it's over
I ain't got nothing left
I would leave something
To remember me by
Now that it's over
Now that it's over
Now that it's over
I ain't got nothing left

Stupid People...

So I've discovered that Earth is populated with stupid people... Only a few of us have any brain cells left... Seriously, this depresses me. Just the other day, one of my mom's day care people was freakin out over a sock! Yes, because a sock is going to be the cause of the apocalypse. That makes total sense... Not. But good luck telling certain people that. Plus the past four times I've been driving, I've been nearly killed! What the flip's up with that? Stupid people shouldn't drive. Of course there are a lot of things stupid people shouldn't do (including reproduce, but that would be mean to say...oh well), not that they care. They just go about their life doing what they please. Where has all the intelligence gone? Who knows? In any case, the people with any intelligence have to try to keep it that way. In other words don't get infected by stupidity. It's very easy to do... Of course tiredness, being on drugs (tylenol or such not hardcore people), randomness, and the like do not amount to stupid. Just for clarification. Blah...just when I think all is well, a stupid person appears to ruin it. Awesome, isn't it? In any case, I have another job interview in Preston this Wednesday and I'm hoping it goes better then the one at the hospital. I was crossing my fingers, but when two of the other candidates get up and start giving their spiel about working as head CNA in multiple rest homes for several years, it doesn't make me feel very lucky anymore. The moment she said that I was like I'm screwed...can I go now? Oddly enough, I think she was Jessica Tarbet's doppleganger. Weird I know, but supposedly everyone has one. I think I found Jess's. Also, does anyone know any good ways to figure out if someone you still like, likes you at all? Confusiing I know, but I'm just asking. Anyway, I think I'm done ranting for the time being. I just needed to get that out of my system. Now I have to take my mom to the doctor. Yay me.

Fall...season of death...

Yes, fall is the season of death and I dare anyone to refute that. I mean, all the leaves on the trees die and the flowers and the grass and the bugs and the...oh wait, I don't care about the bugs dying. So that part is okay, the rest not so much. Blah...plus the weather is weird... One minute there's no clouds and it's semi warm and nice when suddenly it's a thunderstorm! What the crap's with that? Anyway, I wouldn't care so much if it wasn't so dang cold all the time... I miss the hotness of the summer... Whatever happened to that? Next will come depressing snow, but I figure it's best not to talk about that. In any case the weather had better be nice next Saturday because we're going paintballing. Annaka's never gone before and I must educate her. Hahaha really that's just my excuse to shoot Dennis with paint. Just kidding D, though you will probably get nailed with some paint. I love paintball. I dunno what it is about shooting people with paint, but it's very satisfying. Maybe that makes me evil? I dunno, nor do I care. Speaking of which, I need an idea for Halloween...and I can't think of anything. Meh, someone needs to come up with something awesome.